found the light?

I'm wide awake at 6 am even though I only went to bed at 2 am..
No idea what made me wake up this early, just couldn't sleep anymore..

I've realised a lot of things for the past 2 months, some of which might be untrue..but I can't be the judge of it all..
However, one thing is for sure, I understand myself and what I want better now.

I have no idea what made me so engrossed and lost in an uncertainty, when clearly, I am sure of what I want.

Even though I cannot say for sure that I have found the light..I am no longer lost in my own make-believe world..