Trip-ing down memory lane

I browsed through my old diary and found a page of lyrics..

It's the song from One Litre of Tears- the J-series that had me crying for days

Konayuki- Powdered snow

(English translation) 

credits: Wikipedia

The season of dancing, powdered snow always passes us by

Even lost in the crowd

We're gazing at the same sky..

The blowing wind chills us in a similar way

I probably don't know everything about you

Yet, out of a hundred million people, I found you

And though there is no basis

I seriously feel this..

Without quarreling over trivial things

We can't be together

If we're unable to be honest with each other,

happiness and sadness are worthless

If the powdered snow has dyed our hearts white

Could we have shared our loneliness?

With my ear pressed up close to your heart

I want to descend quietly into the depths

Where its voice leads me

Let's meet there once again

I had wanted us to understand each other

But it was I, who had just brushed the surface

Even though, just tightly grasping your hand numb with cold

We were connected before eternity,

The powdered snow is too fragile (falling down)

It stains the surface of the coarse asphalt

Powdered snow, you know,

Sometimes I am unreliable and my heart quivers

Nevertheless, 

I want to continue to protect you

If the powdered snow has dyed our hearts white

Our loneliness will be engulfed

and be returned to the sky

I don't actually really understand what it is about..

But I feel melancholy in the sad tune and lyrics of the song

It's always the sad songs that touch the heart..

I've had the habit of keeping diaries since I was a little girl

Re-reading them always makes me feel embarrassed.

"How could that little thing bother me?"

"Gosh, what was I thinking?"

Often, I have the urge of burning them coz I can't bear the thought of another person reading them

But I won't.. coz reading my thoughts again make me realise how much I've grown and I'm thankful that I am not like that anymore..

Do you keep a diary too? 

Try reading them..

Maybe your entries will make you laugh.. maybe they'll make you cry..

It might be a good idea if you wish to find out what you were like before..

You might feel silly.. don't say I didn't warn you..

Hope you have a happy trip down memory lane :)