Crossroad

Sometimes you really wonder which path to take..

As I'm approaching my final year & having to make a choice between going straight to Masters or taking a few years off for work experience.. I find myself at a crossroad..

After weighing the pros and cons, I still cannot make up my mind.

First off the list: What course am I going to do?

Right now, I'm quite sure I don't want to pursue Economics at a higher level. 

Then again, I ask myself.

What do I want?

not what my parents or anybody else's

Also, what is it that I want to contribute?

The course I'm going to do must align with my vision.

There comes the headache.

I don't wish to get too fixated.

Because life is full of twists and turns.

So does it mean I should adopt a wait-and-see attitude?

I'm sure that is also not acceptable of me.

I always contradict myself.

My weakness is not knowing how to balance out these thoughts.

When people say, strike a balance.. what do they actually mean?

I must admit this is something I have to work on.

"Fear less, hope more;

Eat less, chew more;

Whine less, breathe more;

Talk less, say more;

Love more and all the good things will be yours"

Swedish proverb