insecure..

I can't help but feel a little cynical and untrusting towards the things around me.. I don't know why.. 

I wish I could go back in time... where things were just simpler.. okay, maybe things weren't so simple back then, but at least I had the girls around.. 

Perhaps instead of time travel, I'm simply wishing for the girls to be my side..

I miss the days when we spent literally all of our time together.. 

I wouldn't even have to say anything and they would know what's on my mind..

Oh how I miss having them by my side.. :(

I don't like feeling this way.. It's making me very insecure, overly-cautious and a little paranoid..

Hopefully this 'bad' feeling will pass soon.. 

I'm supposed to get up in 6 hours time and I'd rather have not acknowledged the way I'm feeling right now but I know if I don't get this out of my system somehow, I won't be able to sleep properly tonight.. OH DEAR!

Oh well..on another note, I finally plucked all my courage and made an appointment with an orthodontist few weeks back and I went for my appointment this afternoon! We discussed the options of me getting 'Damon Braces'. It's gonna cost a BOMB but I think it could be worthwhile. We'll see...

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TANYA CHUA 陌生人 

一朵云能载多少思念的寄托

再忽然相遇街头

当我们擦身而过

那短短一秒钟

都明白什么都变了

一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后

在事过境迁以后

这段情就算曾经

刻骨且铭心过

过去了又改变什么

地球它又公转几周了

浓情爱恋都已陌生了嗯～

我不难过了

甚至真心希望你能幸福

当我了解

你只活在记忆里头

我不恨你了

甚至原谅你的残酷理由

当我了解不爱了

连回忆都是负荷

我不难过了

甚至真心希望你能幸福

当我了解

你只活在记忆里头

我不恨你了

甚至感谢这样不期而遇

当我从你眼中发现我已是陌生人了